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Each creation has a unique story behind it♡ 〃About Create a short story In the past relationship, I was treated well, but at the last moment I left because the other party had a new relationship, and the hurtful words that were imprinted on my heart when we finally separated. After the relationship ended, I sealed this memory. After more than ten years, I feel that it has diluted a lot. I have my current husband and a lovely child. I also feel that I have made progress in all aspects. But in my current marriage, especially after giving birth to a child, I often feel that my self-worth is affected by the way the other person treats me, and there are always voices saying that I am not being treated well, which causes great conflicts between us. I also want to change and tell myself that I cannot be such a needy person, but time and time again I am still easily influenced by others, feel frustrated, and even dislike myself very much. In a recent sharing process with my pastor, I shared my peak moments in the past (reminiscing about happy and joyful moments in the past). The pastor helped me realize the emotions that I had closed and hidden in the past. I once had a longing for relationships. Because of my final injury, I denied the memory that once made me feel happy, and also denied my emotional needs. . But the pastor told me that the memories are continuous and cannot be interrupted. That memory that I have hidden is like a black hole (black box) in my life. Although I will not touch it, its existence will affect me now. I need to have the strength to face it slowly and accept it as me. A part of life, that is the complete me. It is not easy to face the darkness in our hearts, and we cannot rely on our own strength to strive to become better. I need God to help me and heal the deepest needs in my heart. If you also have such a dark place in your heart, let us pray together. Through faith, we believe that God will help us repair it bit by bit, so that we can have light and strength, and slowly let God’s hand with a smile and ease. Paint the black parts with beautiful colors and become the nutrients in our lives.